Showing posts with label FireKeeper. Show all posts
Showing posts with label FireKeeper. Show all posts

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Good Things Come in Honoring...















I so believe in Miracles and also believe
they come in all shapes and sizes...

They come from Creator, Soul Families,
Friends here on Mother Earth.  They
come from the Animals and Plants that
we inhabit the Earth Mother with.  So
many diverse giftings...and a miracle is
just that.  A blessed gift from the Universe.

We meet people out of the blue (or do we?)
and/or stumble upon a person, place or
thing which moves us inward, forward,
outward, and onward...it moves us to move
ourselves in ways we didn't know would
happen to us, much less ponder on.

That is how I came to meet Terri St. Cloud.
One of my first blog posts here was about
Terri and how she moved my life and that
of my family by what she does for a living.
But it certainly is much more than that.
What she does is write bone sighs as she
so appropriately calls them, and we all
have bone sighs don't we?  Those moments
in time when the inner workings of our
spirit and soul let out a long, deep sigh and
we feel it all the way deep in our bones?

Terri wrote one that I stumbled on over a
year and a half ago, that rocked me to my
very core.  When FireKeeper was going
through his intense internal struggle,
foisted upon him by his sperm donor, I
shared with him the 'bone sigh' that Terri
had written and very pleadingly, and yes,
emotionally repeated her 'sigh' of....
"Don't let them take away who you are."
Meaning his Dad and his Dad's family,
who were always abusing him in the
worst ways.  It was at that time that I
wrote to Terri to let her know how this
one solitary 'sigh' was going to move
healing into our world.  It was Christmas
and he was in a children's psyche ward
an hour away from us and here we were
with an unreliable vehicle, very little
money, and Christmas staring us in the
face and our FireKeeper was broken and
not in our homes...meaning his Momma
or me.  It broke me too.  I could not
figure out how we were going to live
through this but live through it we did
and I swear to you, that if it were not
for stumbling upon this one piece of art,
this 'bone sigh' written by Terri I really
would have lost it.  Thus, the Miracle!

I really did not expect an answer to the
letter I had written Terri but she soooo
answered me immediately.  Even more
than that she offered up immediate help.
She knows the struggles of life, having
lived through tough times herself and
thus through the expression of her
creativity, she bore  'bone sighs.'
'Bone sighs' help so many of us who
face a struggle of one kind or another.
They move us internally to trust that
the Holiness of Life, Creator, Universe,
is always in play and speaking through
others.  I sooo believe that!  Good
things come in honoring the dark places,
the chaos, the struggles each of us face
each and everyday...how can we walk
through fire without burning away that
which we no longer need and come out
of it like the diamond we truly are?
That is the Holy part...

So in the past days Terri came to read
my last blog post about FireKeeper and
has honored his struggle and ultimate
walking through the fire to becoming
a young man who will honor himself.
And I think in the process of all this
he will honor others along the journey
too.  In fact I know it...sometimes you
just have that knowing inside of you
and this is one of those times.

Now I'd like to pay if forward and
direct all of you to Terri's website.
She also has a blog here on blogger
that is personal and holy and real.
She is a Star Woman in my eyes and
I honor the Sister/Friend that she is
with my whole heart...

I'd like you to see what she wrote
for FireKeeper and the awesome
artwork that accompanies it.

Much more than that I'd like to breathe
a 'bone sigh' that says...Thank You
Star Woman...for using your muse to
touch and light the fire for others to
see in the darkness.  You move my
soul as you move FireKeeper's soul.
Shine the Divine Beloved One!

Her website:  Bone Sigh Arts

The 'bone sigh she created for my
beautiful grandson is here:
Seth

What's even more cool is that Terri
wrote me the day after she put the
print up on the website, that a business
owner who gets the newsletter Terri sends
out each month wrote this to her...

"LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE the new Seth art!~ Can we get 3 or 4 of these for the store? I think it's awesome that you have included something for young men who are struggling, who are surviving and conquering! Thank you, Terri! And thank you Seth because you/he made this beautiful new piece of art possible. Yeah!!!

I'm thinking The Paying it Forward is
already in motion!  How Amazing!!!

So go check it out...you won't be
disappointed!  Terri has an amazing
list of products available for purchase!
Plus sooo much more!

Have an Incredible Day!

A'HO!

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

The Call Of Love and FireKeeper...



Today is a Joy-Filled Day but also mixed with sadness...

Firekeeper as you all well know, has faced what some might
call insurmountable odds as a young man, and yet he has so
fought the good fight for himself.  A year and a half ago he
tried taking his life, not once but several times, and ended
up in a Children's Hospital.  In the time since then, he has
gone through much therapy, has had many doctors, counselors,
teachers, psychologists, etc., that have helped him realize
his full potential, with the full backing of our immediate
family and the prayers of so many of you here on Blogger and
elsewhere.  I thank You All deeply from my heart!!!

Today Firekeeper stands Tall and Proud.  Today, he faces his
Father in Family Court and reads a statement to him why he
does not want to be a part of his immediate life.  Today, he
tells his Dad why he came to be where he is and where he
goes from here. I can only imagine what his emotions are
right now, but I do know this...that my Grandson is a Hero to
me, and will be to other young children who will face what he
lived through.  I know my Grandson and he will pay it forward. 
But for now, he will finish the last leg of this journey so that
he can be free of the relentless abuse his Dad perpetrated on
him for eleven long years. 

Today...I stand in Gratitude.  It is a graceful moment.  It is
also mixed with sadness because I had hoped that his Father
would stand up and be a man, a Father.  But he has made it
abundantly clear to my Daughter, FireKeeper's Mother, that
he will not fight on this...he wants to just walk away.  For
the life of me I don't understand that.  How can someone just
walk away from this Beautiful Child?  I know that he has many
life issues and I have tried to come from a place of compassion
with him more times than I really care to remember, but each
time his base needs in life were more important than his son.


So...today I will celebrate along with my Grandson, and still
hold the hope that someday this man will come to his senses
and want an honest, love-filled relationship with his son.  For
now I need to be present in each new moment that FireKeeper
lives, as my Grandmotherhood calls me to do.  I do so in Joy.
I do so in Grandmother Love, in Mother Love, in Creator's Love.
I wear it so Proudly...and thank the Powers That Be for hearing
my Grandson's call to living a life without abuse, for standing
in Truth and Honor and Respect, and for being Authentic.

Today FireKeeper wears his Mohawk Proudly into Family Court.
He has the Breastplate of Truth as his Warrior Shield and I,
well, I call the Battle Cry!  It is a Good Day to Die!

Walk On FireKeeper, Walk On!!!

I Love You So Very Much!!!