Friday, September 24, 2010

It's A Blustery Day and Catching Up!

Fire Spirit

'Tis a blustery day here in Southern Wisconsin.
I've a nice pot of homemade Bean-n-Bacon
soup simmering on the stove and cornbread to
be made to go along with it, and right now it
is smelling soooo amazing!

The temp's have been just crazy around here!
One day it is 86 and climbing and the next it
will be rainy, windy, and a high of 60.  Today
it is just plain blustery, overcast, and around
55-60 degrees.  I've had to leave the house
several times this morning and all I want to
really do is hibernate and do my thing, albeit
I don't know what that thing for today is, lol.

I have been busy doing ceremony for the Water
this week as well as listening to the 13 Indigenous
Grandmothers speak, and creating an altar for
the Water/Full Moon...spending time setting my
Intentions, Praying, and Listening to Spirit.

I have had much Healing going on with my family...
As you know, from time to time I talk about my
Beloved Grandson Firekeeper...he's been through
some tough stuff over the past years and since
we have gotten him into some programs that are
very empowering to him, he very valiantly and
with much courage turned his father in for drugs
in the home, and for doing drugs around him.  This
was something that had been eating away it him
for a long time.  My Daughter and I have tried
many times to inform the Law and Families and
Protective Services, but unless we had absolute
proof it was just an accusation.  Well, they
finally caught him as Firekeeper told him right
where the drugs were.  He hated going over to
his Dad's as he is a Jerk with a capital J, very
mean and abusive to Firekeeper (I have to keep
my grandson's name out of this and since Firekeeper
is his spirit name that is what I use) and so this has
been a blessing to this wonderful young man, and our
family.  I am so proud of his stance to stand up
and be free of the chains that have bound him
to this man that calls himself Father.  Their is
nothing fatherly in this mans bones...but I keep
praying for him to finally see 'The Light.'  I pray
one day Firekeeper can have a real, honest to
goodness relationship with the man that he longs
to be loved by.  But for now we take what we can
get and leave the rest to Great Spirit to handle.
One moment at a time.

Having my Sister here with me has been a blessing
too.  We have had many long conversations about
our upbringing in an alcoholic home (with our Father),
about the roads it took us on as we grew up and
away from one another...her to another state, and
the geographical miles that kept us from truly being
together in a more intimate way.  She has been
partaking in my Waterway ceremonies and listening
to The Grandmothers speak as well as other things
which speak to my heart...our upbringing in the
church has not interfered with our greater love for
one another as we both have grown exponentially
in that we are open-minded enough to recognize
that all paths lead to Great Spirit.   Too, we have
just been having fun, which is a great healing aspect.
The silly, goofy things Sisters sometimes do that
one would not do in public!  Gasp!!!

We also spent Sunday with my Grandaughter...
'Little Grandmother' doing fun things...playing on
the computer, eating, playing the Memory game.
She is one smart little girl, that one!  You cannot
pull anything on her...she might be taken back a
minute but she can always figure out what you are
trying to trick her with.  She was doing magic tricks
for us and we were just having a time of it laughing.'

All my outside activity is done for another season...
everything has been cleaned up and put away till
next spring...I spent two whole days with my Sis
tearing down the garden items and putting things
in the shed...I have a couple of last minute things to
do but for the most part that is all finished and it
feels good to be done.  Now I look forward to getting
some pumpkins and mums, and planting some seed to
set it for spring.  I took out my Halloween deco's this
week and have begun hanging them and setting out
my collection of witches I have begun accruing.  I had
a few more but little hands and curious eyes got the
best of my little shelf-sitters and they crashed and
burned!  OH MY!  Such is life...something is always
changing and thank goodness or life would become
very boring indeed!

So here is wishing for you a day filled with Peace
and whatever makes your heart sing the loudest...
and while you are at it, sing out loud so the person
standing next to you catches the bug and passes
it on!  Happy Autumn and Many Blessings!!!!

12 comments:

mxtodis123 said...

OMG...Bean with bacon soup. Oh, how I love it. That fire sure does look inviting. We're hot and humid over here...unfortunately fall has yet to arrive...well, it did arrive, but changed its mind and didn't stay.
Mary

Merry ME said...

Three cheers for Firestarter! He is quite brave. I know you are proud.

Doris Sturm said...

The more I read and learn about my fellow bloggers and their childhood, the luckier I feel. It is so sad when a child has to take the reigns and control the situation when the parent is supposed to protect THEM from harm!

I'm glad for Firekeeper to stand up for himself. It can't be easy to do that with a father, no matter how unfatherly they are.

I'm glad you enjoyed your sister and got some things done in the garden. I love being around young children - watching them always transports me back in time when I was young or my daughter was young and I get a little melancholy.

It's still quite warm here during the day - in fact today was hot, but the mornings have been pleasant enough to spend a few h ours outside crocheting or walking around the lake.

Take care, my friend, and enjoy the fall - whenever it decides to finally show up ;-)

Lauren said...

I like reading your stories... and that's pretty intense what has gone on with your grandson, but he sounds very sure of his way... bless his heart... I will pray for your family... I too grew up with an alcoholic parent... fortunately sober now for 13 years though :) It's been challenging releasing old patterns in how I was programmed early on as a caregiver, etc. I appreciate your honesty and good vibes... I'm mailing your package tomorrow :) xo

AkasaWolfSong said...

Yes Mary...I know we love that Bean w/bacon Soup! He He...you and I have much in common. It was hot and humid here day before yesterday...had to have the air on all day,which I am really growing weary of...I want some great fresh air circulating thru my home now...so let's hope Autumn is here to stay!

AkasaWolfSong said...

Merry Me...it was a long time coming but good things come to those who wait, eh Sister? I am extremely proud...what was even more surprising is that he didn't tell me he had done it...it came out in conversation with his Momma when we were visiting....and I told him then he was a True Warrior! :)

AkasaWolfSong said...

Doris...I am so happy you and Gizz are able to get out and at least enjoy a few hours each day enjoying Mother Nature!

As for my upbringing and Firekeepers well...I just say what doesn't kill us makes us strong. Sometimes it isn't all that easy to deal with to be sure and sometimes the scars run deep, but when you have hope and faith, which I try to instill in my Grandson, it helps move the journey along. Had I not had Faith in a Creator growing up I'd be a basket case by now. So we do what we can and leave the rest to Mother/Father God and try to listen along the way!!! :)

AkasaWolfSong said...

Laauren....I know exactly what you mean! Being the Adult Child of an Alcoholic, I have fought very hard to break those patterns with self and family as they do carry over. Fortunately when Firekeeper was born I made a vow to Grandmother under a full moon that I would break the chains of alcohol and violence in my family or die trying! We've come a long way in a few short years and still have a way to go but we are well on our way to wholeness in that department.
Sorry to hear you grew up that way too...Alcoholism or Addictions of any kind ruin more relationships than any one thing I know of. Good to hear your parent is now 13 years sober! You remain in my thoughts and prayers Ladybug!
Looking forward to your beautiful PostCard! I am waaay excited! :) xo

terri st. cloud said...

hey...........what a hard moment for your grandson......but what an important one...

DancingFire said...

Thank you Akasa for sharing so deeply.It is very hard to break the chain and I have been doing the same thing with my little ones.As you know I grew up in a very violent atmosphere with a father that was an alcoholic.Thank the creator for my mother,what she provided was as close as we could get to a normal existence.I never got the sickness as far as drinking the devil goes and I am thankful for that.
My blessings to you and all of yours and I am so proud of Fire-keeper and very proud of you. I love you beyond the knowing!

AkasaWolfSong said...

Thank You Ter! It remains hard for him but he is working thru it all.

AkasaWolfSong said...

Beloved Dancing....I swear we have walked the same life thru many dimensions Sister...so much alike!

Yes, thank goodness and Creator for your Momma...she is the salt of the earth that woman!

I too love you beyond the knowing!
More than we have adequate words for!