Honoring Ones Self...or...The Space of No-Space

As I was reading the blog "honor yourself" this
morning I recognized some things that Terri 
was speaking of which really resonated
with my spirit.

She was sharing about things that opened her
eyes to her having done more of her inner
working...and we all do it day to day.  She
as well was talking about the alien experience
of it...how uneasy it makes her feel.

I like to call that my space of no-space.  That
place we hang in, between the knowing of
something about to happen...whether it be
a catalyst to move forward, or maybe, just
maybe a space of having to sit and roll the
feeling around in our bodies for a bit to see
how it fits...to roll it around in our psyches
for a bit to see if our heart agrees with our
mind.  It is also a space where words roll
around like a mouthful of marbles...we don't
have definition for it yet but oh my, what
will that mouth have to say when the garbling,
marbles quit rolling around?

I am much in the same space...

While on the one hand I have come to honor
myself, my body, my mind, my heart, I still
have to work very hard not to sit too awfully
long in that space of no-space...the
no-woman's land of my soul.  I am having
to let go of things recently which I have
worked long and hard on but the time has
come for moving on and with that moving
then I need to get to those places where
I will find health, wellness, safety, a place
to be and live in keeping with my own
belief systems and that is a road well trod
by me, but nevertheless, it is one I really
thought I could lay to rest?  Ha!  How do
any of us come to rest...we don't, and I do
know that because as evolutionary beings
we continue to grow, up, out, forward, and
the circle expands exponentially.  And I
wonder am I ready for it?

Like Terri I have to trust that I am ready
and the Blessed Universe will bring to me
what I need at the exact moment it is
needed.  We are where we are today,
because it is exactly where we need to be.

Life is crazy isn't it?

Yah....

Life is crazy.  And I have made it through
the space of no-space before and I will
one more time....which is why I've just
been sharing some of my poetry lately
as I have not had any thoughts in my head
except to 'just be' for a while, to let the
Universe do it's wonderful works.
And I think the Universe was working 
this morning as I read honor yourself blog
...if you haven't been there head on over
and read it...it is
worth it.

A'Ho!